I saw you running with your friends
I called your name too loud "Come Back" Here's where I shook you by the shoulders Shoved you up against a truck - "What's up"
It was a picture of someone getting older
And of someone growing up
Someone Growing Up
It was like you were in disguise
You were so nonchalant - "Come on"
At though your well half-lidded eyes said "What the hell do you want?"
well I must've said something For you to fell I was alright - "Alright"
We had a great conversation That went on well into the night
Went on well into the night
Figment
You know my name is figment I'm not who you think I am All of my heroes are women And all of them are cinnamon
(Ah) My cinnamon women, above (Ah,
above)
The sanding sound of grudge on collective (Oo) Has left a pile of puzzle dust
(Oo) And me, cake-drunk in the middle, crying (Oo)
"What could never happen to us (Oo) Is happening to us" but (Ah) As long as we're talking in driftnets And there's a rotation afoot
(Ah)
All the things we can come up with (Ah) Will still be surprisingly put (Ah) Above
As long as the road lacks perspective (Oo) As long as we swim, swim, swim
(Oo) As long as we hold hands in the swiftness (Oo) Of all three dimensions
(Ah) As long we're talking in driftnets (Ah) And there's a rotation afoot
(Ah) All the things we can come up with
Will still be surprisingly put (Ah/surprisingly put) Still be surprisingly put
(Ah/surprisingly put) Still be
surprisingly put (Ah/surprisingly put) Above
Oh, oh, yea (Yea) So this is your number Well I just called to say hello
I was blurting, you were blurting, we were talking in Morse code We just got cut off or disconnected I don't know
But it's Christmastime, Christmastime in Toronto
We got this power to generalize when everything explodes The certainty of our unknown, your childrens' unknown
You're gonna let us in though you're technically closed Must be
Christmastime, Christmastime in Toronto
Let's have a toast! To charity, wickedness, dope A toast! To the day after tomorrow
Oh, yea (Yea) The day after tomorrow
You'd like to buy the drink a bar, take us all to the show You're so full of cash tonight, you could buy the Pope
You might as well try and get milk from your elbow Though it's Christmastime, Christmastime in Toronto.
With your dark epiphanies, your true lines and smoke (With your dark epiphanies, your true lines and smoke)
Your glistening rails and streetcars all aglow (Your glistening rails and streetcars all aglow) "Always the wind and the persistent snow
("Always the wind and the persistent snow) Gets into your eyes and your mouth and every fold of your coat"
[Chekhov] (Gets into your eyes and your mouth and every
fold of your coat")
Everyone hates you but they don't know what I know (Everyone hates you but they don't know what I know) Besides, it's Christmastime, Christmastime in Toronto
(Christmastime, Christmastime in Toronto)
Let's have a toast! To charity, fixedness, hope A toast! To the day after tomorrow Oh, oh, yea
(Yea) The day after tomorrow.
I have a secret, tell me, no, please tell me No, put it out of your mind, please?
If I put it out of my mind, then will you tell me?
She was always like, even as a kid, secret and apologetic Quiet like a deer moving between the sunshine and uncertainty
He yells at her up until she goes pale Then resumes his job as a painter Painting all the fire hydrants yellow within a certain framework
And she wouldn't always feel so good all the time But over the course of the day she'd forget The dancer in her run amok, she'd forget and from the forest edge He'd come
Returning home's not to be construed as anything Resembling a tender mood stay in my orbit though
It' lacking certain latitude, but then it goes late:
The been, are, going of another day is bobbled and
Caught and she says nice things to go to sleep like
Charles comfort and mimico creek the nocturnal Shh of the saboteur whispering, "There's nothing
Counterfeit about the summer" it took big waves Of Discipline to learn they pump the birdsong in.
She was always like that and like now, watching The swallows gobble tonight's complement of blood Suckers, thank Christ, she's trying to be silent
I have a secret, tell me, no, please tell me
No, put it out of your mind, please? If I put it out of mind, then will you tell me?
Na na, na na na, na na na na na (Na na, na na na, na na na
na na)
There's not a breath of air tonight
I got my windows all thrown open wide Praying for any little breeze to move the Curtains, shake the leaves tonight
Stumbled in to sleep's ravine Into a dream of Pascal's Submarine Where if you can remain quiet and still You might escape life's fill of misery
Na na, na na na, na na na na na (Na na, na na na, na na na
na na)
A woman's had all she can stand Hysterically screaming, "I'm waiting for my man" Madam, we're doing all we can But can you give me your man's name again
Are they dead or worse, alive?
Is there something that you're trying to hide? Russian accent - Las Vegas cap says, "can we talk about all that inside?"
(Ah)
With Klebanov within her grasp (Oo) There's just one more thing she's dying to ask
(Oo) They stuck a needle in her arm (Ah) Saying, don't do yourself more harm
(Ah) She collapsed (Ah)
Na na, na na na, na na na na na (Na na, na na na, na na na
na na)
There's not a breath of air tonight (Oo) We got our windows all thrown open wide
(Oo) Praying on any little breeze (Ah)
For the skeletons, for the effigies, tonight (Ah)
Na na, na na na, na na na na na (Na na, na na na, na na
na na na)
11th Fret
So this is the fucking off by degrees (So this is the fucking off by degrees) And I suppose we turned out to be not-quite-Hawaii, but I
(And I suppose we turned out to be not-quite-Hawaii, but I)
Can float back to sleep cause at least you're lying to me (Can float back to sleep cause at least you're lying to me) Like music that dances from glowing apartments As shadows entwine into a creamy darkness
(Shadows entwine into a creamy darkness)
Like jewelry hung down from rich silhouettes (Jewelry hung down from rich silhouettes) Portrays on the sidewalk where wetness reflects All the colours of evening and the onset of light
(Colours of evening and the onset of light) Like the promise of nothing, sweet nothing tonight.
(Promise of nothing, sweet nothing tonight)
So this is enacting ecstasy and I (So this is enacting ecstasy and I) Suppose we turned out to be bathroom graffiti but I
(Suppose we turned out to be bathroom graffiti but I) Can float back to sleep cause at least you're lying to me
(Can float back to sleep cause at least you're lying to me) Like shoveling hope into the infinite us
Til the world surges in yelling, "This is a drug bust" (This
is a drug bust)
Might turn up the heat and make us into one person
But then the temperature plunges and the predicament worsens
Til we're a fleck of new snow on the eyelash of a cow (Fleck
of new snow)
And we melt away, melt away now (Melt away, melt away now)
(I'm here because you're here) (And when you go I'm going too)
As neutral as snow (I'm here because you're here) Covering up violence your mind was
(And when you go I'm going too) Smashing its gear
(I'm here because you're here) Like the who by rote at Good 'Ol Monterey
(And when you go I'm going too)
Where some people cheered and some looked away (I'm here because you're here)
And your best words the most economical (And when you go I'm going too) And clear to
(I'm here because you're here) The ear are nullified and kept
(And when you go I'm going too) By mum protectors of a suicide note
(I'm here because you're here) But the best part of cold
(And when you go I'm going too)
Is faraway is close and the distant bark of a lone snow shovel (I'm here because you're here) Digging out after the storm
(And when you go I'm going too) Is a rhythmic whisper
I'm here because you're here (I'm here because you're here) And when you go I'm going too
There's a cruel crumpling sound from over yonder by the
steeplechase It's a sound of coming down like horses slamming on the brakes (It's
a sound)
It's the sound of a crowd, of an equine crowd in the vacuum of its age (It's
a sound)
It's a sound coming down of an entirely different race (It's
a sound) It's a sound coming down like Il Palio (It's
a sound) Sent splayed and sprawling into a cafe in an explosion of table legs and trays
(Cafe)
It's the sound coming down like a chuckwagon when it strays A little too far from the stampede days
(Far from Stampede days)
And slams into the butterfly chase That's the sound coming down (Sound
coming down)
More Me
Less You
Is he good looking? What am I saying? We're all good looking.
Can I stay til I make some arrangements? Then we can begin our estrangement
Your personal convictions fierce. It's been in your family for years But in your ponytail blown loose, I can see what this doing to you
Listen don't guess, please listen, don't just guess (Listen
don't guess, please listen, don't just guess) There's words I wanna say, like, "follow me, I know the way."
(There's words I wanna say, like, "follow me, I know the way.")
More me less you (More me less you)
We're close to the rail. Never more like a candle (We're close to the rail. Never more like a candle) In breezes full and fragrant. We begin our estrangement
(In breezes full and fragrant. We begin our estrangement)
We're Hardcore
We're not hobbyists or dabblers anymore (We're not hobbyists or dabblers anymore) We're hardcore, hardcore, we're
hardcore (We're hardcore, hardcore, we're
hardcore) There's a kid on the street, one up in bed (Hah/There's a kid on the street, one up in bed)
One on the hip, and one on the floor (Hah/One on the hip, and one on the floor) We might be one again, but not like before
(We might be one again, but not like before)
We're hardcore, hardcore, we're hardcore (We're hardcore, hardcore, we're hardcore)
Pillform No.2 & Pillform No. 1
Through these last fifty years as televisions taught us war is folly
And that you should never throw over your real friends
And in the end it might be better to give the trophy back And tell 'em how you were cowed and conscripted Into giving milk for a war that you now understand
Through these last ten thousand years as books have taught us Love is folly and that if you only have one friend then you're famous
And there's work and then there's making work as invisible as Wishing it down
into pillform While staging spills with the drink in your opposite hand
Through these last several moments, words have taught me that words Are folly and that when the ancient slams into the transient
There's no way to determine who should get their money back And after this everything is fitness Bigger dreams, bigger screens, bigger feelings are planned